today

well, it seems weird that when i decide to check my ex's blog that it is usually around the time she updates it. Now, I know you would probably say why are you still looking at it. Well, I guess I still check it because I want to know how she is. I miss our friendship.
today I am home from work. i really shouldn't be because I like usual have a ton of work to do and due to the way all my sports fell this weekend I did not get to work this weekend.
my best guy friend is leaving me. he got let go from his job and he found a new one a few states away. i will miss him greatly.
my best girl friend is prego now, but she has sworn me to secrecy until it gets a little further and they know everything will be okay. i am happy for them. they have been trying for a long time.
my other best friend is prego...AGAIN. I am also happy for them, but it feels like everyone is getting older and moving on with their lives....where am i?
my parents are having troubles again. my dad doing his best again to be the biggest ass he can. i wouldn't be too surprised if my mom doesn't show up on my doorstep one night.
both of my grandpa's are sick. one more so than the other. i pray that he starts turning around because i don't know what i would do without him, nor what my grandma would do.
my sister is engaged and wedding plans have started for that. i am actually liking her man a little more than i used to.
i finished a little rehab on my house...with no help from my father...that felt good. what i have left i will prob. just hire someone to finish.
anyway, this post is a little negative, but really there are some good things going on too. maybe it's the rain that is making the gloom come out.