calming myself

There was a few years ago when i had a temper. I knew I had one and anything could set me off. My mom used to tell me I had anger management issues...like my father. My father is the last person I really want to be like. More and more lately though I have been slipping into that old self. I think it is a combo of work, sports friends, and family (well life) that is becoming a little overwhelming. I took the day off again. It feel really nice to not work for a change. One of my guy friends at work just took a few days off and he was like it was AMAZING. Most people would be like ohhh...a few days, big deal. Well, if you were working as many days as long as we have been you would understand. It is quite crazy!
So last night the power went out. That was a horrible 2 hours. We have been under a heat advisory and then the power goes out...ugh. I had to go look up the power bill at 2 a.m. to call the place and they were like yeah we know. we have sent out a truck, so for 2 hours i sweated :(
well, i am off to the pool. can't wait for some relax time with me and my ipod.