well i realize it has been quite a while since i blogged. this is something that is theraputic for me in a sense i guess. my ex was the one who got me writing. right now i am feeling a little off. my ex has pretty much informed me she is done and wants nothing to do with me anymore. i guess part of me thought this day would never come because she remained quite close to her ex, but i guess the circumstances are different. i can't blame her. i know how hard it is. things are hard and life is hard. i still struggle....in fact i struggle with many things.
i knew once i was erased from the facebook page for the second time that things were permanent. that is when i went to read the blog. it seems to be official. i really hope that one day down the road she can forgive me and actually be my friend. i still miss telling her things. it is hard to let go but only natural i guess.
anyway, if that certain someone is reading this, i hope things are better. congrats on your job and new people in your life. i will NEVER forget you, nor do I want to. I am always only a phone call away.
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