doubts

Someone once told me that writing is a good outlet. I think they are right....or at least I hope so. Things can be hard in life. Relationships are hard, I def. know that. I know I can be too much at times and smothering. I guess I need to get over that because apparently that is what I am doing. Although, I don't feel like I am. I feel like when you are in a relationship you should act like it. Lately I am feeling like my relationship is more like a friendship anymore. Do things always end up like this or is it just relationships like this? Maybe it is my weight. I have gained some weight. I am trying to fix that though. It will just take a little bit. So many things just float through my mind right now. Maybe I should just watch my shows and go to bed to quit thinking. Tomorrow is a new day.