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I have always had a problem with my self image. More importantly my body image. I feel like I have been gaining some weight. There was a time in college after I quit the sport I loved due to an injury I started gaining weight. I exercised, but loved food. Plus the fact that I am picky and hate health food does not help. I have been thinking about the time when I "sick" and I basically threw all my meals up. Before that...I would not really eat and that kept my weight down. I know those things are bad for me. I really need to start exercising again. I cannot throw up anymore because I am pretty sure that is why I have heart burn everyday of my life. Why can't I just be average. I'm not even asking for skinny even though that wouldn't be bad.